⋆˚꩜｡𐔌՞. .՞𐦯⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Its almost 5pm currently as I’m writing this.

I woke up late today, around noon again. But I did get into work! I brute forced my way through the door.

Bad: I didn’t eat before leaving my house and still haven’t 🙁

Today it feels like everyone hates me, I’m anxious to the point of my stomach being upset. Currently nothing to do at work, I finished up the paper work I needed to get done, so I’m just sitting typing this up and scrolling through socials.

I don’t think it helps that one of my friends I’m close to cut off contact with me, I don’t blame her deep down, but surface level I feel abandoned.

It has given me more press to get better, I don’t wanna keep hurting the people I care about.

Things I need to do tonight: (✩ for important)

• Take a shower ✩
• Actually brush my fucking teeth for once
• Maybe pick up some things before settling down
• Eat ✩
• Get to bed at a reasonable time ✩